I'm born on 8 April 1968 in Aachen. My life is drawn from the start by health weaknesses. My parental home is suffering from the daily worries. An accident of my father, and the resulting illness and personality alteration takes apart the marriage of my parents. It is a young mother with 2 small children (my younger brother and I).
my mother's life, more or less failed in the family is not, been easy. Thus ergabt also for us children not an easy youth.
Miss experience in Sex and violence in my childhood have made me a shy, reserved nature. In me but just as a strong character to mature and gave me a combative nature.
The connection to nature and animals, especially horses, the handling, caring for the animals, and promises or gave me a purpose in life.
the experience of oneness with nature and the horse while the horse I am always came back in the here and now and thus have never lost touch with my environment.
The horses and riding are a red wire in my life has become. This has given me physical and mental health. There I can always add new energy to be able to continue bewandeln the way through life.
of disease and problems of my horses I've been associated with naturopathy, homeopathy, and Reiki bachblueten name. The love for animals has always ask me more questions can be in terms of welfare, organic farming, Hufbeschlagsmethoden, training methods.
The answers are now in use and keeping of animals. And have regard to all of life.
My passion for riding I have always transferred to others and can simultaneously also found that access to the inside of people. I was able to remind them that there are more things than just the material. I have allowed to bring the horse back on a path to itself.
My spontaneous nature, my spontaneous lifestyle has taught me many things. Like the feeling of lightness that comes when one gives up all Besitztuemer. Or dedicated to the freedom of life outside the social norm, but the introspection and growth.
experience as a mother has brought me deep into the compound with the unconditional love. This feeling that one experiences perfect for such a small creature that is entrusted to me as his mother. That is my Care and responsibility fully surrenders, and I as a mother fully devoting, dedicate. to help
The wish other people and animals I've always led the way to clear up until my own life. I was aware that can carry only about a clarity of my own being to others.
This path of self-knowledge has found its high point in the illness of my husband and the resulting separation. The experience of serious illness and their correlations with the self and the self-love has made me realize many things in life. During the illness, I have learned to rely on my intuition and to know that I always at the right time, right place'm without a concrete plan.
The first only in theory known connections between disease and their value for our minds have now proven to be a reality for me.
I have allowed to detect the disease arises from a Unbalanz between mind and body. Where the disease has been manifested, I can find the task of my soul.
If I see a man, I resulted from spiritual source and these integral spiritual world again in my life, ensteht health.
If I manage to open my mind where I'll be back in touch happened to the light (the love of God the Creator, or as I call it like it) then the body wonders. can
If I make it here also to develop self-love and self-esteem without guilt and Schamgefuehle and take my responsibility for my own life in the hands without blame, but in acceptance, I have the control in my own hands and can be in paradise earth to live. Then came towards me love.
It ensteht a sense of connection with love and light.
The experience of separation, a heavy cord clamping process gives me time and again with the "culpability" deal with. Up to the realization which there is no guilt. All the things that are happening to me in my own responsibility. Every minute of life is new, free from old and free of expectations. This true nature is unconditional love and forgiveness.
not love the needy. Only by way of Selbsterkenntis can I have the emotions flowing through me, they will accept and forgive me. And develop a stable Gemuetslage of serenity and peace. brings
The life of this consciousness in the everyday me further into his own divinity. A divinity, we came to know them all.
We all have the self. We are divine. We are creators. Creator of our own lives. And the only driving force is love.
Love of total consciousness which is latent in us and will be expressed. Wants to be discovered.
increases with the self-knowledge, the responsibility to be (not in the sense of guilt) the feeling of responsibility and with it the desire to bring about something in this world.
peace, happiness, to achieve harmony. Not by forcing the issues or denunciation, but by profound inner transformation.
Only through the transformation of their own shadows, I can make a change. Only in and then direct me in my environment. From there they can reach space, can connect with others. Can develop a group consciousness and begin to conquer the love.
Namaste
Anka
